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A Love Confession

A Love Confession

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Also Known As: Gao Bai; Confession

Author: εΊ”ζ©™ (Ying Cheng) 

Genre: Romance, Life, Action, Youth

Country of Origin: China

Synopsis:

The well-behaved and quiet Xu Sui had been harboring a secret crush on the young Zhou Jingze since high school. For his sake, she resolutely got accepted into an adjacent university. Through a stroke of fate, the two ended up together, but they eventually parted ways due to a misunderstanding. When they met again, they were leading completely different lives. As they cautiously interacted, Zhou Jingze uncovered the secret of her youthful crush. In the end, they overcame obstacles together, and the male lead reclaimed his dream. This is a confession about secret love, freedom, and dreams. Written in a fluid style with authentic, touching details of a crush, it is well worth reading.


During their university days, Zhou Jingze and Xu Sui were as different as clouds and mud—two people whose paths would never cross. He was casual and unrestrained, the center of attention wherever he went; she was well-behaved and quiet, easily overlooked. As she completed practice paper after practice paper in the library, she inadvertently caught glimpses of his ambiguous romantic flings and witnessed him changing girlfriends one after another.


At a gathering, a drunk Xu Sui gathered her courage to confess during a moment of playful teasing from the crowd. Zhou Jingze froze for a moment, then curled his lips into a careless smile: "Sorry about that, but you're just too good."


When they reunited, he remained the favored child of heaven. After multiple intentional and unintentional encounters, Xu Sui carefully hid the feelings she felt she shouldn't have kept, maintaining her distance from him. Yet, he pressed forward step by step, leaving her nowhere to hide.


Finally, pinned against the wall, Xu Sui asked in a raspy voice: "Why me?"


Zhou Jingze lowered his head and leaned in close, his warm breath brushing against her ear, wicked to the very core: "No particular reason—I was just blind before."

Chapter List:

Prologue 

Chapter 1 - Reunion
Chapter 2 - We Have Nothing to Do with Each Other

Volume One: Crisp Berry

Chapter 3 - Stumbling Upon His Want on Ambiguity
Chapter 4 - Do You Like Him?
Chapter 5 - Zhou Jingze Said Lightly, "We Broke Up."
Chapter 6 - Green Peppermint Candy
Chapter 7 - He Is Already Your Friend, Come Chat Now!
Chapter 8 - Damn, Who Can Handle This?
Chapter 9 - How Can Someone Be So Bad
Chapter 10 - Changing Her Milk
Chapter 11 - It's a Bit Interesting
Chapter 12 - You Kept My Person Here
Chapter 13 - Feeling the Temperature of His Bones
Chapter 14 - A Pink Band-Aid
Chapter 15 - Intertwined Palms in the Dark
Chapter 16 - Avoiding Him, Intentionally or Not
Chapter 17 - Actually, I Was in Your High School Class
Chapter 18 - This Kind of Good Girl, You Like Her Too?
Chapter 19 - Zhou Jingze Narrowed His Eyes: "Xu Sui, Come Here”
Chapter 20 - Happy Birthday, Xu Sui
Chapter 21 - Do I Have to Wait in Line to Court You Now?
Chapter 22 - That's the Cat Belonging to Both of You
Chapter 23 - A Video Call Request from the Other Side
Chapter 24 - The Fact That He Doesn't Like You

Volume Two: Shaved Ice

Chapter 25 - If I Don't Want You to Leave, Can You?
Chapter 26 - Left Out in the Cold for the First Time
Chapter 27 - Isn't My Jacket Still With You?
Chapter 28 - Put Me Down First
Chapter 29 - Crush Is Passionate, Shy, yet Fleeting
Chapter 30 - Heart-Fluttering
Chapter 31 - Sorry, You're Too Well-Behaved
Chapter 32 - Trying to Eat Sweets Starting Today
Chapter 33 - He Posted a Moments Update
Chapter 34 - Brushing Her Lips
Chapter 35 - A Faint Brush Against Each Other
Chapter 36 - Seriously, How Can Someone Be This Smooth?
Chapter 37 - Kissing Through a Tissue? Isn't That Just a French Kiss?
Chapter 38 - Can I Touch You?
Chapter 39 - He Is Comforting Her
Chapter 40 - Unanswered Messages
Chapter 41 - Actually, I Rather Enjoy It
Chapter 42 - You Sleep with Me
Chapter 43 - Darling, Open Your Mouth
Chapter 44 - Initiating a Kiss and a "Mwah" Sound
Chapter 45 - She Felt She Was Quite Ridiculous
Chapter 46 - It's Not That I Don't Like It
Chapter 47 - Don't Move, Five Minutes
Chapter 48 - I, Like, You
Chapter 49 - Carrying Her to the Bathroom Sink
Chapter 50 - She Used to Chase My Uncle
Chapter 51 - Let's End It Here
Chapter 52 - Can't You Just Stop Pestering Me?

Volume Three: Secret Fruit

Chapter 53 - "Get Out of the Car"
Chapter 54 - Seeing Her with Another Man
Chapter 55 - Pinned Against the Wall
Chapter 56 - We Have Already Broken Up
Chapter 57 - Am I Not the One Most Qualified to Speak on My Own Skills?
Chapter 58 - We Still Can't Afford to Ruin Each Other's Chances of Finding a Partner
Chapter 59 - A Damp Lock of Hair Clung to His Collarbone
Chapter 60 - "Are You Pursuing Xu Sui?"
Chapter 61 - I Wasn't Just Taught Chess by One Person
Chapter 62 - His Tongue Carried the Taste of Rusted Iron
Chapter 63 - Let's See If You Can Hold Out in a Moment
Chapter 64 - That's Right, I'm Pursuing You
Chapter 65 - He Got a Taste of Being Left Behind
Chapter 66 - Not the Number One of 1-2-3-4, but Yi-yi
Chapter 67 - So Many Years, Countless Traveled Routes Marked Out
Chapter 68 - Running Into Bai Yushi Sending Her Home
Chapter 69 - Someone's Jealousy Boils Over
Chapter 70 - Zhou Jingze Narrows His Eyes at the Two of them
Chapter 71 - I Don't Like You Anymore
Chapter 72 - Sweeping Her Up Into His Arms
Chapter 73 - The Longer I Love You, the More Passive I Become
Chapter 74 - He Stares at the Tattoo on Her Ribs
Chapter 75 - Another Kind of Blizzard Clearing Up
Chapter 76 - Shall We Kiss?
Chapter 77 - October 17, 2010
Chapter 78 - I Realized You Don't Like Me as Much
Chapter 79 - My Entire Youth Was You
Chapter 80 - Haven't You Realized Yet? It's Always Been You
Chapter 81 - Do You Miss Me?
Chapter 82 - Zhou Jingze Belongs to Xu Sui

Volume Four: Angelica

Chapter 83 - This World Is Still Good
Chapter 84 - I've Got Your Back
Chapter 85 - You Are an Untouchable Fantasy of Mine
Chapter 86 - The Only Thing I Want in This Life
Chapter 87 - The Lovable Woman Who Makes Me Blush
Chapter 88 - I Just Want to Be With Him
Chapter 89 - He Said Word by Word: We Are Not Breaking Up
Chapter 90 - I Miss You So, So Much
Chapter 91 - Eternally Dwell in the Sunlight
Chapter 92 - Escorting You with Supreme Glory
Chapter 93 - It Is Called the Xu Sui Project
Chapter 94 - The Cicadas' Cries Never Cease

Extras

Side Story - Yesening: Waiting For
Side Story - Sheng × Xi: Finding You
Side Story - Sheng × Xi: Coward

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