Spring of the Blade - Chapter 1
Chapter 1
The
spring in Hengtang always brings endless rain.
It is only the time of the "Awakening of Insects," yet the clouds in
the sky are already wrapped in muffled thunder. Occasionally, the heavens clear
their throat, and a roar echoes from all directions, rolling and sweeping
majestically across the earth.
Qingyuan sat in the hallway decocting medicine. The liquid in the medicinal pot
boiled with a rhythmic "gurgle-gurgle," the steam pushing against the
lid until it rattled. She turned her head to look outside; neat white lines of
rain cascaded from the eaves, splashing onto the blue stone tiles. Together
with the sound of the brewing medicine, they composed the lively chorus of the
human world.
The little maid was still trembling with fear because Qingyuan had stolen her
task. She couldn't help but plead, "Fourth Miss, please go back to your
room and rest. I will call you when the medicine is ready."
Qingyuan fanned the embers with a steady, unhurried hand. She did not respond,
instead instructing Baoxian, who stood to the side, to fetch the medicine
bowl.
Baoxian agreed and turned away. She was tall, and as she stepped aside, the
little maid behind her finally came into view. The girl crouched slightly, her
eyes filled with a pitiful expression as she stared at Qingyuan. Qingyuan
smiled and said, "I do this out of filial piety; surely everyone can
understand. If anyone asks, I will explain it myself. I will never implicate
you."
Hearing this, the little maid stopped her chattering. She looked at Qingyuan
with a dazed, wide-eyed gaze. A child of barely ten, she did not yet know how
to mask her admiration. She only felt that the Fourth Miss was beautiful—from
the very first day she returned, she had thought so.
A young lady's beauty generally falls into two types: one is fluid and dynamic,
the other is still and object-like. The Fourth Miss belonged to the second
category. She was like a piece of jade, polished to an extreme luster; just by
standing there, she revealed her own inherent texture. As she stood there
brewing medicine now, the air was still bone-chillingly cold, yet it was
exceptionally hot beside the stove. The firelight from the furnace filled her
arms, casting a tranquil flush upon her cheeks. Soaked in sweat, her complexion
appeared even more delicate, like fine silk. It was a kind of unhurried beauty
that grew from her very bones—one that could not be shaken off, not even by a
fall. Especially when she smiled; there were shallow dimples at the corners of
her lips, and her teeth were white and uniform as silver. These little maids
loved to compare people when they gathered together—not themselves, of course,
for there was nothing to compare among the lowliest of the low—but the young
ladies of equivalent status.
When there are many sisters, it creates its own "martial arts world"
(jianghu), where everyone has their own territory and power base. It was the
same for these servants; they belonged to different households. Except for the
few who performed menial labor and were assigned by the head nannies, everyone
had their own origins. Being a servant requires, above all, recognizing who
your master is; protecting one's master in every aspect is their fundamental
duty. Usually, the various households did not give way to one another, but when
it came to comparing the looks of the young ladies, no one could truly speak
against their conscience. The Xie family originally had three young ladies, and
the Second Miss was the most beautiful. Then, the Fourth Miss arrived, and the
Second Miss became the second most beautiful.
"It seems the Fourth Miss is a little prettier," said Nanny Jiang,
who had the sharpest eyes and the most critical judgment. Although she was
called a "Nanny," she was only thirty-seven or thirty-eight, the
youngest among the nannies. She was very capable and skilled at dressing
herself; she slicked her hair with oil, her bun so shiny that, as the local
southern saying went, even a fly would slip if it landed on it. A lover of
beauty naturally has a superior appreciation for it. To hear these words from
her was proof that the Fourth Miss was truly beautiful.
However, heaven is always fair; where there is an abundance, there is often a
deficit. The Fourth Miss did not grow up in the manor; to be precise, she had
been drifting outside for fourteen years, only returning to the Xie family last
month.
Because she had no roots, she inevitably suffered contempt, and here, her
beauty became an external burden that dragged her down. Someone gave a cold
laugh, "The Fourth Miss is carved from the same mold as Concubine
Jin."
To be born with a beautiful face usually leads to two possibilities: either you
become a source of disaster, or you are victimized by others. It is said that
when a great scandal occurred in the manor years ago, the Fourth Miss's birth
mother, Concubine Jin, poisoned another of the Master's favorite concubines.
The Master locked the doors to handle the matter internally. By rights, it was
a capital offense, but in the end, the Madam interceded, and the woman was
driven out of the manor.
The elders in the manor still remembered that scene. Concubine Jin was only
allowed to take two sets of her own clothes; all her jewelry and valuables were
confiscated into the family coffers. Two nannies dragged her to the main street
and slammed the great gate shut. Concubine Jin's maternal family had withered
away, and she had nowhere to go. She clung to the gate, crying out her
injustice, her voice so shrill and desolate that it sounded chilling in the
middle of the night.
Later, it was said that an elderly, childless couple took her in, and a few
months later she gave birth to a daughter—the current Fourth Miss. Concubine
Jin’s fate was bitter, and she died shortly thereafter. As for why the Fourth
Miss was not brought back earlier, the masters had their own considerations.
The Xie family was a prestigious, wealthy clan that had held high office for
generations. The Master was then serving as the Jiedushi (Military Governor) of
Jiannan Circuit. At the height of his career, he did not want to add any
unnecessary trouble. As Concubine Lian put it, "Who knows if she really is
the Master's flesh and blood?" After all, the child was born outside. Even
if the timeline matched, if they were wrong, the Xie family would become the
laughingstock of the entire Shengzhou. Thus, they preferred to leave it
ambiguous and not bring it up.
Why was she brought back now? Because the household was in turmoil. The old
master, who had been cultivating the Tao to become an immortal, suddenly died
of illness. Two months later, the eldest son fell from his horse and was
knocked unconscious, taking a full day and night to wake up. Shortly after, the
old madam fell ill—coughing and suffering from headaches—and for three months
she showed no improvement. Some said they heard crying in the courtyard where
Concubine Jin used to live, suggesting that perhaps the concubine was unwilling
to let go and wanted the Fourth Miss to be recognized by her ancestors.
The old madam was a believer in such things. She had someone calculate the
Fourth Miss’s birth date, and the fortune teller claimed that this destiny
would greatly benefit the prosperity of the household. Only then did they send
people to retrieve her. Although the old couple who raised the Fourth Miss were
not of high status, they were decent people and were initially unwilling to let
her go. The Xie family had to exert great effort, threatening to involve the
authorities, before they finally suffered the pain of parting with her so she
could return.
The little maids were extremely interested in those spicy, bitter days of the
past, chasing after each other to ask, "That ill-fated concubine, did she
really poison the other concubine?"
After a moment of silence, Nanny Shang from the kitchen walked out, coughing
and spitting loudly. She shouted at Shuangxi with a fierce intensity,
"What time is it? Why aren't you washing the rice! Do you want a taste of
the whip?"
Everyone was startled and hurried to disperse. The question remained
unresolved, and to this day, it was never brought up again. However, as for the
Fourth Miss, the little maids were still captivated by her beauty, and whenever
they had the chance, they would take a few more looks at her.
The Fourth Miss had a very good temper. Realizing she was being watched, she
would half-close her eyes and ask, "What are you looking at?"
The little maid would stammer, then a thought would strike her, "The
velvet flower in the Fourth Miss's hair is truly beautiful."
She would simply say "Oh," and add, "I'll teach you how to make
it later." She would blink, her eyes and brows filled with smiles.
With that single blink, even the hearts of the clumsy maids would leap with
joy. Seeing Baoxian coming over with the medicine, they immediately stepped in
eagerly, "Be careful not to burn your hands, Miss; let me do it."
Qingyuan said it was unnecessary. That heavy medicinal pot was always a
struggle for a half-grown child to carry. She set down her fan, tucked up her
sleeves, and poured a bowl herself. The thick, rolling steam rose along the
walls of the bowl, its bitter fragrance washing over her face.
On the tray sat an enamel box the size of a palm. She opened it, checked the
contents, and covered it again. Turning around, she headed toward the main
quarters. The southern houses were connected in rows, joined by delicate
covered corridors. In the overcast rain, the blue bricks beneath her feet drank
in the water, revealing a deep, dark, and murky luster.
Like all prestigious clans, the Xie family placed great importance on the order
of seniority and status. Consequently, the Old Madam’s rooms were the largest
and most impressive in the entire manor. But such inanimate objects as houses
are linked to a person's fortune; a house takes on the character of the one who
lives in it. The Old Madam’s main chambers were characterized by green tiles,
white walls, and a deep, shadowy courtyard. Looking up from the bottom, one
truly felt as if they were at the bottom of a well. Coupled with the weather
and the red-wood furniture, the interior appeared even deeper and darker. The
scent of age and decay crawled out from every corner, weaving itself into a net
that ensnared everyone within.
The Old Madam’s maid, Yuejian, came to greet her, saying politely, "I’ve
troubled you again, Fourth Miss." She added, with a hint of reproach,
"The maid in charge of brewing medicine is becoming lazier by the
day."
Qingyuan said it wasn't the case, "I insisted on doing it myself. The
physician recently changed the prescription, instructing to add fritillary
bulbs only halfway through the decoction. I was afraid the maid wouldn't get
the timing right, so I thought it better to oversee it myself." As she
spoke, she walked toward the inner chamber, "Is Grandmother awake
now?"
Yuejian replied that she had just woken up. She lifted the green bamboo curtain
high. The maid on duty inside took the tray and reported in a soft voice,
"Old Madam, the Fourth Miss has brought the medicine."
A cough came from the large bed, and the gauze curtains moved slightly. The Old
Madam was leaning against the headboard, a mere blurred silhouette.
Qingyuan stepped forward, signaling the maid to present the medicine. She said
in a gentle voice, "Grandmother, the physician said that you have suffered
through the winter, but now that the weather is warming up, you should be fully
recovered. Today, he prepared a new prescription, changing a few of the
ingredients. Please take these two doses and let's see how it works."
After she finished speaking, she personally took the medicine bowl and stepped
onto the footstool. Waiting for the Old Madam to take it, she drew out a
handkerchief to cushion the quilt, then reached for the enamel box with her
other hand.
Old Madam Xie was a woman of great authority. The Old Master never concerned
himself with household affairs, and the entire family deferred to the Old
Madam’s decisions. She had been strong-willed in her youth, and while her
temper had softened slightly in her old age, her lingering prestige remained.
The daughters-in-law and grandchildren were all somewhat afraid of her. In her
courtyard, unless it was for the morning and evening greetings, one rarely saw
the shadows of the younger generations. When she was in good health, she didn't
mind, but once she grew ill, a sense of melancholy would arise.
Only this granddaughter, taken back halfway through life, was a bit more
attentive, the Old Madam thought as she lowered her eyelids. The bitter and
astringent medicine scraped her throat, much like this unsatisfying life. The
maids she had raised were all strictly conformist—too rigid, lacking any
creativity, knowing only to tell her not to drink water after medicine for fear
of diluting its efficacy. She was left to let that sour bitterness spread
across the roots of her tongue before swallowing it. The Old Madam cared deeply
for her reputation, so she naturally wouldn't complain. But since Qingyuan had
arrived, there was always a plum she had pickled herself waiting after the
medicine—a perfect, clear sweetness that could smooth out the "thorns"
on her taste buds.
The Old Madam set down the bowl with a sense of anticipation, watching as
Qingyuan lifted the lid of the enamel box and fed her the plum.
The sky was dim, and corner lamps were lit in the room. A pair of slender
hands, a delicate face—standing there amidst the undulating light, she appeared
exceptionally refined and lovely. Seeing this face, the Old Madam faintly
recalled her birth mother. Concubine Jin had not been a person who liked to
stand out. As Xie Shu’s status grew, his concubines increased. The Old Madam
had not paid much attention to his private quarters since his marriage, knowing
only that in the end, some had died and others had been driven away, leaving
only one wife and two concubines.
Qingyuan’s mother was a loser in the battle for favor, a concubine who carried
a burden of sin. With such a mother, it was clear that this child’s fate was
also destined to be thin.
The Old Madam shifted her gaze away, "In the future, you need not do these
chores yourself. Just take care of your health. A young lady of a prominent
family should carry herself with the proper demeanor."
Qingyuan acknowledged this with a "Yes," then paused before
continuing, "Granddaughter has not been able to show filial piety at your
side since childhood. Now that I have returned, I should be the one to serve at
your bedside. If I am clumsy and fear I may not win Grandmother's favor, then
since Grandmother has spoken, I will take more care in my conduct
hereafter."
She bowed slightly and retreated from the inner room. Such cold treatment was
nothing new, but she had to endure it, grinding her teeth in silence.
Baoxian came to greet her, and she smiled, "Let's go back."
Just as they rounded the partition, a head nanny came in, bowed hastily to her,
and headed into the inner chamber.
The nanny had a booming voice, and her words drifted out to the doorway—she
said the Prefect's wife had come, seeking an audience with the Old Madam and
the Head Madam, saying there was an urgent matter to discuss with the Old
Madam.
Baoxian glanced at her mistress. Qingyuan’s expression remained indifferent;
her pace did not slow as she lifted her skirt and stepped over the threshold.